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Trust & Let Go | Beshalakh & Jewish Meditation

1/29/2026

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Parshah Summary – P’shat
The parshah opens with Pharaoh changing his mind about allowing the Children of Israel to leave Egypt, and chasing after them to force their return. The Israelites become terrified, finding themselves trapped between Pharaoh’s armies and the sea. God tells Moses to raise his staff over the water; the sea splits allowing the Israelites to pass through, and then closes over the pursuing Egyptians. Moses and the Children of Israel sing a song of praise and gratitude, while Miriam and the other women play drums. 

In the desert the people suffer thirst and hunger, and repeatedly complain to Moses and Aaron. The bitter waters of Marah miraculously become sweet when Moses throws wood into it, and later Moses brings forth water from a rock by striking it with his staff. A miraculous kind of bread, “manna” (man) rains down from the heavens before dawn each morning, and quails appear in the Israelite camp each evening.The Children of Israel are instructed to gather a double portion of manna on Friday, as there will be none on Shabbat, the day of rest. Some go out on Shabbat to gather manna anyway, but find nothing. Aaron preserves a small quantity of manna in a jar, as a testimony for future generations. 

In Rephidim, the people are attacked by the Amalekites, but when Moses stands on a hill with his hands raised to heaven, Israel begins to win the battle, and when he becomes tired and lowers his hands, Israel starts losing. So, Moses’ brother Aaron and an Israelite named Hur supports Moses’ hands on either side, and Israel is victorious.

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דַּבֵּר֮ אֶל־בְּנֵ֣י יִשְׂרָאֵל֒ וְיָשֻׁ֗בוּ וְיַחֲנוּ֙ לִפְנֵי֙ פִּ֣י הַחִירֹ֔ת בֵּ֥ין מִגְדֹּ֖ל וּבֵ֣ין הַיָּ֑ם לִפְנֵי֙ בַּ֣עַל צְפֹ֔ן נִכְח֥וֹ תַחֲנ֖וּ עַל־הַיָּֽם׃

​Speak to the Children of Israel – they should turn back and encamp before Pi Hakhirot, between Migdol and the sea, before Baal-zephon; you shall encamp facing it, by the sea
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- Shemot (Exodus) 14:2, Parshat B’shalakh

We often hear the advice that we should get out of situations, jobs, or relationships that don’t serve us…which is good advice; for sure we should be in situations that are supportive and healthy. But sometimes staying in a situation, even if it feels bad, is the right thing. For example, when a father abandons his family, doesn’t he do it because the responsibility feels bad to him? Doesn’t he just want to be free? In that case, it’s obvious that “freedom” in the ordinary sense is not the highest value. Because, freedom in the spiritual sense doesn’t necessarily mean leaving behind that which imprisons us; rather, if we really want real inner freedom, we must turn toward our bondage. This may feel counterintuitive; if we want freedom from pain, it’s natural to want to get away from whatever is causing the pain.  

Just as in the Exodus from Egypt – the Israelites cry out because of their suffering, and Moses leads them out of Egypt to freedom. That’s the ordinary way of thinking – leave Egypt behind. But there’s a hint of something different in this week’s reading: 

וְיָשֻׁ֗בוּ וְיַחֲנוּ֙ לִפְנֵי֙ פִּ֣י הַֽחִירֹ֔ת – they should turn back and encamp before Pi Hakhirot…  When we think of the Exodus story, it’s common to imagine the Israelites fleeing Egypt, then coming to the Sea of Reeds and getting trapped with the Egyptian army behind them and the sea in front of them. But look at the text: they had already past the Sea of Reeds – they were already on their way, when Hashem tells them: v’yashuvu – turn back! They deliberately turned around and back tracked, coming to camp at Pi Hakhirot, in front of the Sea of Reeds. There the Egyptian army caught up with them, and there the miracle of the parting sea occurred. 

Pi Hakhirot means “Mouth of Freedom.” It’s a description of the splitting sea. The message is: If you want to truly leave bondage behind and go through the “Mouth of Freedom,” you have to first fully turn back toward your “oppressor.” Is there something or someone that “triggers” you, that stresses you out, that makes you angry or uncomfortable? Those feelings are within you; they are only brought to the surface by the external trigger. Until you can be present in the face of those feelings arising and not get caught, not get seduced, you will be in bondage, no matter far you flee from the external trigger.   

Instead, shuv – return – return to this moment, be present with any discomfort, and make friends with it, because that is the “Mouth of Freedom.” Ordinarily, we keep emotional pain alive by feeding it with our thoughts. Just as the soldiers of Pharaoh rode after the Israelites on their horses, so the mind is the “rider” and the emotion is the “horse,” pursuing us and seeking to drag us back into bondage. But stop feeding the emotion with thought, and instead become present with your feelings – bring your awareness to your actual experience without adding extra interpretation – and the “army drowns in the sea” – this is meditation. The “army drowns” because all your pain, all your constriction, is nothing but a form of awareness. Bring your awareness to the Mitzrayim – to the constricted form of awareness. It may hurt a bit at first, but the constriction cannot persist in the light of Presence; through being conscious, it will let go. Then you too will be able to sing: 

אָשִׁ֤ירָה לַּֽיי כִּֽי־גָאֹ֣ה גָּאָ֔ה ס֥וּס וְרֹֽכְב֖וֹ רָמָ֥ה בַיָּֽם I will sing to the Divine, Transcendent an Exalted, horse and rider are cast into the sea… that is, mind and feeling, thought and emotion, are cast into the sea of consciousness, dissolved in an ocean of bliss. The middah we need to accept this moment with simplicity is trust – embodied by the letter yud. Try it now – trust this moment to be as it is.

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